Nothing Left.

So its been months. of the same old thing. yu want me now but later yu dont know. today were in love , tmro were letting go. its too much. ive learned yur nvr gona be who ineed you to be. yur never going to love me the way i want yu to. or commit to me the way i need yu to. yu made promises , iknew you would break. igave yu my heart . silly me. knew you would break tht too . i guess i was jus looking for something in the wrong places. but yur smile, yur sense of humor, yur attitude & so much more blinded me. yu keep trying to hide behind this facade &i quess i am too. becus while yu were tryna act like u did care - i was tryna act like i ddnt. & now its the other way around. because i kno yu care. i can hear it in your voice, i read between the lines, ican feel it when yu hold me, sense it when yu stare into my eyes. but its this " player reputation" youre tryna maintain. & i thought i culd hold on forever. ipromised iwould . but icant. some things just arent meant to work , some ppl just arent meant to be toqether. sometimes even if its the hardest thing in the world - yu have to let qo. so im sayin Hello to Goodbye. goodbye to all those nights i cried myself to sleep , praying to god we would work. praying to god for the strength to pull us through this. goodbye to all yur lies. and all yur honesty. to everything yu have ever said. whether it was real or not - idont want it anymore. idont need it anymore. were over. were done. theres no more second chances. theres no more makin up & breakin up. theres no more " i wuv you baby" . we built it up. we Let it falL. & now theres nothing Left.