B r e a k DOWN.- pt 1

For the longest time, all ive asked for is happiness. And now its like i have everything tht should make me happy. And i qo around saying how happy i am , because i should be. But for some reason , i lay down at night , and still cry myself to sleep . its like i told chelsie , its not fair. Nomatter what i do , tht thouqht creeps into my mind. The thouqht of all the relationships tht were supposed to work , all the ppl who were supposed to live. . . .