Why me ? Why did i live , and not them. ithnk about the ppl weve lost, all the ppl who die on a regular basis. and it tears me apart.
i misss anqelo sooo much sometimes. iknow iknow , nothing i do will bring him back. i couldnt have saved him . there was nothing i couldve done tht night. And crying like this will only make me sick . But see i lost myself when i lost him . IDK why itook it as hard as i did , or why its haunting me the way it is to this day. but i did. i like died. and then i qot better. or i pretended to be better . to this day. i look at crowds of boys, waitin to see him pop outa nowhere like yoo wahs qood. lol :') . i want to stop crying, i wanna be better . ive tried all types of things, but nomatter what i do , its something thts embeded in me. its something idnt thnk will ever qo away . And its killing me inside.
- RIP anqelo :'(
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